All We Ever Do Is Say Goodbye

Here I am, writing one year after my last post on the night before I leave Sydney for home! This could be my very last time here in Sydney, in my sister’s apartment. The uncertainty is killing me! I have no idea where I am going to be a few months in the future! I could be back here in Australia working, or in Malaysia, or in Singapore, or somewhere overseas doing some community work. Worst of all is that is that the final outcome is largely out of my hands.

Last week, I was so happy to know that I could get a confirm flight back home to Malaysia! But now, I feel like a part of me is left behind when I go back home. Leaving is always like that.. it always sucks! I am going to miss my sister here in Australia, I am going to miss all the people I met here, and I am going to miss the beautiful places (Coogee Beach is my fav Australian spot!). I know I’m never going to experience the same thing back home. There’s no such thing lying out there on the grass or at the beach under the sun on a beautiful day!

But I do have so many things back home as well, I have my family, my girlfriend, my dog, my friends in Malaysia and of course its home! Ugh.. Anyways, What am I thinking about. I should be sleeping! I have to leave to the airport in 5 hours!! Have a good day! And Merry Christmas! =)